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This Close to Okay by Leesa Cross-Smith

Contemporary fiction

This Close to Okay

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A near-tragedy brings together two lonely strangers who might just have the ability to save each other's lives.

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Synopsis

On a rainy October night in Kentucky, recently divorced therapist Tallie Clark is on her way home from work when she spots a man precariously standing on the side of a bridge. Without a second thought, Tallie pulls over and jumps out of the car into the pouring rain. She convinces the man to join her for a cup of coffee, and he eventually agrees to come back to her house, where he finally shares his name: Emmett.

Over the course of the emotionally charged weekend that follows, Tallie makes it her mission to provide a safe space for Emmett, though she hesitates to confess that this is also her day job. But what she doesn't realize is that he's not the only one who needs healing—and she's not the only one with secrets.

Why I love it

It’s no secret to say that we are living in difficult times. And in a holiday season where so many of us are isolated from friends and family, I suspect many of us are yearning for a sense of connection. That’s part of why Leesa Cross-Smith's new novel spoke so powerfully to me. This Close to Okay is a love story, but not in the usual sense of romantic love. Rather, it's a story about one wounded soul reaching out to another in a moment of love and compassion, changing both of their lives forever.

When we meet Tallie and Emmett, they are resigned to their fates—her to living a life of loneliness and disappointment after a failed marriage, and him to ending a life of pain. But when Tallie stops on a bridge one rainy night to rescue a stranger, making the arguably reckless decision to welcome the secretive and suicidal Emmett into her home, the two share a cathartic weekend that reaffirms their humanity.

This is undoubtedly a story about grief and pain. But it is also a story of two people who, in the process of getting to know one another, rediscover the healing power of love, family, and community. Now, more than ever, my heart needed a story about starting over and choosing hope over despair. This is that story.

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These Precious Days
Inside Out
The Love Elixir of Augusta Stern
The Same Bright Stars
Joe Nuthin’s Guide to Life
How to Read a Book
Did I Ever Tell You?
Sociopath
The Last Love Note
Thicker Than Water
The Many Lives of Mama Love
The Connellys of County Down
The Collected Regrets of Clover
Finding Me
A Quiet Life
We Are the Light
The Fortunes of Jaded Women
Peach Blossom Spring
Somebody's Daughter
The Choice
A Little Hope
The People We Keep
More Myself
This Close to Okay
The Last Story of Mina Lee
The Boyfriend Project
Yes No Maybe So
Throw Like a Girl
The Ten Thousand Doors of January
If Only I Could Tell You
Things You Save in a Fire
Summer of '69
All the Light We Cannot See
Beyond the Point
A Woman Is No Man
How to Walk Away
The Great Alone